Grandmother Is Smiling

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Grateful for all the teachers in my life.

Lines

The wind is rising as clouds gather

above the coastal village of Celestun.

Resting in a simple plaza,

the Zocalo where they often linger,

the hub and heart of things here,

I am observing the old ones, faces full

of changing light. I see them move

tendering fragile bones. I do not know

grandmother sitting on the sandy plaza

steps, but I recognize life in the deep

lines of her kind face. In silence

she is smiling, offering what all her years

have shown: Turning away only builds

a wall; Be where joy lives and has lived

all along.

Copy of the Redacted Investigative Report on the DA’s Office

Submitted By: capekiwanda@protonmail.com – Click to email about this post
I apologize as I had forgotten that Laura Swanson of the Tillamook County Pioneer had posted an article on the investigation into the DA’s office and Aubrey Olson and included at the end of this article is the link for the final investigative report that has been redacted. It is 208 pages. This should make it much easier than contacting Bryan Libel, county counsel unless you have additional questions. I truly hope people take time to read this report that impacts our entire community.
Robin Kostrikin Pacific City
www.tillamookcountypioneer.net/tillamook-county-board-of-commissioners-county-concludes-investigation-into-employee-and-public-complaints-regarding-tillamook-county-district-attorneys-office-from-o…

North County Recreation District Flower Bouquet Sales

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Friends of North County Recreation District (NCRD) Foundation has started their flower bouquet sales. Tuesday and Wednesday bouquets are available at NCRD in Nehalem with flower arrangements ready to sell about 9:30 am. Thursday-Sunday flower bouquets are available in Downtown Manzanita, next to The Little Apple Grocery Store. Sales are by donation. Money raised is used to provide scholarships for Youth, Fitness, and Aquatic Programs. All people involved are volunteers. We thank the community for supporting this program. For special orders call Patty, 503-801-3534.

EV fast charging stations for North Coast area

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For us new EV car owners on the north coast, where are fast charging stations for local road trips to popular destinations such as Seattle, Portland, and coastal Hwy 101?

On the north coast Hwy 101 there appear to be fast charging stations in Warrenton, Tillamook, Newport, and maybe Lincoln City.

For Portland, what stations are convenient for Hwy 26 into Portland for the Beaverton/Hillsboro area, or beyond to the airport or other Portland destinations.

For Route 30 and I-5 to Longview and to Seattle what are some convenient stations?

(Note: The main type of charging stations seem to be Tesla, Electrify America, and Chargepoint. The main connector plugs for fast DC charging seem to be CSS and NACS (Tesla). An adaptor for CSS to NACS gives access to Tesla stations.)

I’ll share any info I get with other BBQ readers over email, or a future general BBQ post if appropriate.

Thanks, Bill

CALL TO ACTION DISTRICT ATTORNEY AUBREY OLSON

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After talking with many people in our community, it’s become obvious to me that many are completely in the dark about the issues Will Chappell of the Headlight-Herald and Laura Swanson of the Tillamook Pioneer have been reporting on since it was first revealed that seven formal complaints had been filed regarding the Tillamook County District Attorney’s Office and an independent investigator was hired.

I also know that some people distrust the media and can’t believe something like this could be happening in our own community. That’s why I believe it’s important to find out for yourself and read the primary documents whenever possible.

I encourage everyone to request the 208-page investigative report by emailing bryan.libel@tillamookcounty.gov and making a public records request for an electronic copy. There is no charge. I encourage you to ask Mr. Libel any additional questions you may have.

In my opinion, unless we hold our elected county officials accountable to the oath of office they took, we become part of the problem by remaining on the sidelines instead of taking the time to become informed.

I recently attended a court proceeding involving District Attorney Aubrey Olson. Based on what I personally observed, I came away believing that the plea agreement did not adequately serve the interests of the victim or reflect the seriousness of the allegations. In fact, to put it mildly, I was horrified as were the other two people that attended. That is my opinion based on what we witnessed in court.

I also read about the case involving John Dennie Johnson, who was originally indicted on multiple serious rape and sex abuse felony charges against minors before later entering a plea agreement on fewer charges-from 12 by the Grand Jury, to 3 for the plea agreement. Reading about that case, together with what I observed in court, left me asking difficult questions about how plea agreements are reached, whether victims’ interests are being fully protected, and whether these outcomes best serve public safety.

In my opinion, these cases raise important questions that deserve public discussion. I also believe it is fair to ask what role the courts, prosecutors, and other parts of the justice system each play in these outcomes.

Please take the time to read the investigative report and reach your own conclusions. If, after reviewing the facts for yourself, you believe changes in leadership are necessary, I hope you’ll make your voice heard through the appropriate civic channels. Whether you agree with me or not, I believe our community is strongest when its citizens are informed and engaged.

Robin Kostrikin

Pacific City

POETRY OUT LOUD

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POETRY OUT LOUD

Meets the 1st and 3rd Wednesdays of each month in the Manzanita Library at 430.

Our scaffold is sharing the poetry of others-not our own-and to share what could be heard by an 8 year old child as we are in a public space. Tara initiated this program some time ago and it has remained,
sustained by several locals who enjoy gathering in this way for lumninous words of hope, healing, and insight.

All are welcome to share or just join in the kind
conversation.

Our next meeting is July 15, 2026.

“We have art in order not to die of the truth”
Friederich Nietzsche

Tillamook County Organizations profiles

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The theme of the current Tillamook County Giving Guide is “Sowing Seeds of Love”.

Please check it out and give generously–sowing your own seeds of love.

The Giving Guide and detailed directories of the organizations can be found at www.northcoastbbq.com/local-resources/

The Giving Guide can also be found here:
www.northcoastbbq.com/wp-content/uploads/2026/01/Giving-Guide-2025-26_Final_Spreads3.pdf

Not every organization can afford a paid profile, which pays for the production. So there is a list of contact information for all in the back of the Guide.

Here are descriptions of several of those organizations:

Nestucca, Neskowin & Sand Lake Watersheds Council
Nestucca Valley Community Alliance
New Discoveries Preschool
North Coast Communities for Watershed Protection

Nestucca, Neskowin & Sand Lake Watersheds Council
PO Box 86
34600 Cape Kiwanda Drive
Pacific City, OR 97135
503-965-2200
nnwc@nestuccawaters.org
www.nestuccawaters.org
Natalie Nites, Executive Director

Mission Statement: The mission of the Council, working in partnership with private and governmental stakeholders, is to improve the environmental health of our watersheds to benefit those who live and work within their boundaries and the fish and wildlife that depend on them.

One paragraph about your organization’s history/work:
The Council works with many partner organizations, agencies, and private landowners to accomplish restoration and enhancement goals by implementing projects throughout Nestucca, Neskowin and Sand Lake Watersheds. These projects include large wood placements, culvert removals, and riparian plantings. We love working with community members and private landowners so please contact us if you have any questions or projects in mind!

Nestucca Valley Community Alliance
503-965-0018
nvcainfo@gmail.com
www.nestucca.org

New Discoveries Preschool
PO Box 191
Nehalem, OR 97131
503-374-1021
newdiscoveriespreschool321@gmail.com
www.newdiscoveriescooppreschool.com

One paragraph about your organization’s history/work:
New Discoveries Preschool is a cooperative preschool where children learn through play in a loving and positive environment. Both parent and child benefit from the co-op concept. Parents have an opportunity to share in their children’s first school experience and to help them take their first steps toward self-management and independence. Under the direction of an experienced teacher and with the help of caring parents, children explore and learn at their own pace from a variety of materials and activities in a safe, healthful, age-appropriate environment. New Discoveries is a parent-run co-op preschool for children ages 3-5 who enjoy learning through play! Our preschool curriculum also includes optional swimming lessons and fun, educational field trips. Our co-op setting fosters an interactive experience based on trust. Children learn best when they feel good about themselves, and we strive to make our preschool a place where everyone feels special.

North Coast Communities for Watershed Protection
PO Box 345
Wheeler, OR 97147
503-355-2516
rockawaycitizen.water@gmail.com
healthywatershed.org
Facebook www.facebook.com/NCCWATERSHEDPROTECTION

Nancy Webster, Coordinator
503-355-2516
rockawaycitizen.water@gmail.ocm

Mission Statement: North Coast Communities for Watershed Protection (formerly known as Rockaway Beach Citizens for Watershed Protection) is a 13 year old grassroots organization. Our goal is to prevent logging and spraying in our drinking watersheds. Our mission is to raise awareness to accomplish this goal.

One paragraph about your organization’s history/work:
Our group started in Rockaway Beach after we began receiving notices that our drinking water contained toxic chemicals that violate EPA guidelines. We then realized that Jetty Creek, our watershed, was being aggressively logged and sprayed with pesticides. We have since learned that numerous other coastal communities have similar threats to their water sources. Now we have more than 1500 members who live in nearby coastal communities, and a new NCCWP chapter based in Astoria. Let’s all work together to ensure everyone has access to safe and abundant drinking water. Water first!

Inspiration of the week Another poem by Sedona Torres

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We Are Part of The Stars
by Sedona Torres

Do not ask me where the scars came from.

Ask instead what they opened.

For pain, when held long enough, can carve a doorway
where judgment once lived.

The broken Know the language of trembling hands.

The lonely recognize the silence inside another’s smile.

Those who have wandered
do not laugh at those still lost.

They remember.

Perhaps we were never sent here
to become perfect.

Perhaps we came
to become gentle.

To discover that every soul is carrying a story
it has not yet found
the courage to tell.

So let mercy arrive
before opinion.

Let kindness speak
before certainty.

For the one you struggle to understand may be walking
through the very fire that once
became your light.

And when our days grow quiet, when all the names we gathered
fall back into dust,

perhaps we will remember—

the stars
were never only
above us.

They have always burned within us.

Each of us a small piece
of an ancient sky,

fallen only
to learn
how to help one another
find our way home.

Hey Kids, Raise Your Hands!

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Hey Kids, Raise Your Hands!

Posting on behalf of Loretta Kim Rosenberg

At every public City Council Meeting and every Planning Commission Session whoever is running the meeting invites the community to comment at some point. Whether we’re at the meeting in person or watching the Zoom or live feed on the City’s website we all have the opportunity to voice our concerns, bring questions we have or otherwise comment on things not on the agenda and also sometimes as part of a public hearing. We can also attend the Coffee with the Councilors to talk informally and ask questions about the city.

I watched the last Council Meeting on July 8. After Council addressed the annexation which had raised concerns in the community, Mayor Stock opened the floor for public comments. She wasn’t required to take comments then but Mayor Stock gave a public opportunity for anyone who wanted to raise a question or give a comment to do so.

Nobody raised a hand. Not. One. Person.

We live in a small community. Sometimes our community is less Mayberry and more Twin Peaks. Sometimes it’s like a dysfunctional extended family with a long history of fights between uncles, grudges between siblings, infighting between wives and animosity between almost everybody that serves absolutely no one.

When we comment publicly in front of our community then, what we think and believe is out in the open, warts and all. Our comments also becomes part of the City’s official public record.

So there’s an opportunity to be heard in public meetings whether we take it or not. There’s also the opportunity to listen. Listening is not what most of us do very well but if we are open to listening, our viewpoints might expand to include some new information or new perspectives on an old problem. Even if we haven’t changed our minds, we’ve engaged. We’re open.

Unless we aren’t. When we think we’re the only expert and our way is the only right way, we probably won’t be open. Because we don’t want to be.

What’s that saying? In the beginner’s mind there are many possibilities, but in the expert’s mind there are few.

Sometimes we won’t agree with each other but we don’t have to take our difference of opinions personally. We’re living in a time when we seem to have forgotten how to disagree respectfully. In public. With honesty. With humility. Without demonizing the people who hold a different view or don’t do things the way we think they should be done. Without seething silently during a meeting and posting on the socials later.

We create the world we live in with our thoughts, our speech, and our actions so raise your hand, say your piece, and be willing to listen to others.

Kim Rosenberg
loretta.kim.rosenberg@gmail.com

Annexation Chaos In Manzanita

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The Manzanita Council conversations surrounding the annexation Ordinance of 17 acres in the Highlands has become a farce.

The Emergency clause in the original Ordinance prepared by staff apparently wasn’t proof read before being submitted to the Council. The Council apparently also never read the Ordinance and approved it in a first reading in June.

After I pointed out the error and asked for an explanation, Councilor Hart responded by crediting the unknown staff who presumably wrote the Emergency clause in the first place with now somehow discovering and notifying the Council of their error.

Since the Ordinance states that the Council finds that passage is “in the best interests of the City ” I asked Councilor Hart for an explanation of what those best interests were. He couldn’t name any but the Council would explain those benefits at the July meeting.

I suggested a commonly used method by cities to allow the developer to proceed with his approved development plans through a delayed annexation strategy that paused annexing the property into the City until such time it was in the City’s best financial interests to do so.

The discussions between the City and developer on this annexation started early this year. The City spends hundreds of thousands of dollars annually for a City Manager, planning consultants and legal advice. With these considerable resources, negotiating an annexation with financial terms that were indeed in the “best interests of the City” was possible but unfortunately never happened.

At the July meeting the City’s planning consultant explained that a financial impact analysis was not required and a consultant would be necessary to determine if a delayed annexation strategy would produce a better long term financial outcome for the City. The consultant concluded by stating that the annexation would be very helpful to the City in terms of immediate additional property tax income but could provide no numbers to back up this claim. Annexations of residential property as the Council has just approved rarely results in a positive financial impact for a city. No consultant is necessary to confirm this conclusion. The fact that none of the aforementioned highly paid City staff could forecast potential property tax revenue based on the City’s low property tax rate and explain this simple fact to the Council is troubling.

Generally speaking, each new house built will pay less than $200 a year into the General Fund in property taxes. With City Hall currently only open 4 days a week so staff can keep up with their existing workload, the added service demand costs for City Hall and Police services by new City residents in this subdivision who will be expecting access to all City services are not going to be offset by the insignificant property taxes generated by this development.

Next was a Council reminder of the critical shortage of housing for long term renters, working families and area service workers that housing resulting from this annexation was addressing. Adding more upscale homes in the Highlands is of course the solution to meet the needs of these folks who have effectively been priced out of the existing Manzanita housing market.

Not surprisingly was what the Council didn’t mention as a benefit of immediately annexing 70 more single family building sites. With approximately 17 short term rental applicants waiting for a license, the Council needs every new house it can issue a permit for inside the City to relieve the pressure on this growing backlog. The further irony is that these new STRs won’t be built in this newly annexed subdivision. The Highlands will simply serve as the plantation producing new STRs that will crop up in existing neighborhoods in Manzanita.

Expect the Council to tell us that they had no options in this annexation decision. Had the Council truly been interested in the best interests of the City, those early negotiations with the developer would have resulted in approval to build homes without the need for annexation at this time. In exchange, the City would determine when annexation would occur.

The Council is now engaged in hand wringing, wanting citizens to believe that they are powerless and can only sit on the sidelines as these issues come before the City and then present nonsense reasons after the fact for their decisions. There is nothing preventing the Council from asking the developer to withdraw his annexation application allowing the City to do a reset on this mess but that timeline is closing quickly.

Perhaps the Council should have staff amend the Ordinance one more time to accurately confirm what they could not say at the meeting. “Adding more short term rentals is in the best interests of the City”. Residents should be sure to thank the Council for looking out for our best interests.
Randy Kugler

I can’t believe this is happening! :(

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I am absolutely stunned that this is happening!
www.sott.net/article/507345-The-Zionist-plan-for-a-concentration-camp-in-Gaza
How come our Senator Ron Wyden, who is a dual citizen of Israel, and the ranking member of the Senate Select Committee on Intelligence, isn’t screaming on the floor of Congress to put an end to this?
We Americans fully support Israeli genocide, and now concentration camps for Muslims.
This is horrific.
A new low for our nation.
We fought WW2 to put an end to these atrocities!
Impeach Trump AND Wyden I say!

Donate to United Paws of Tillamook

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Please consider a one-time or recurring donation to support the mission at United Paws’ of Tillamook. UP is a local nonprofit dedicated to alleviating animal suffering by humanely addressing cat and kitten overpopulation and homelessness. We provide sliding scale spay and neuter clinics, wellness clinics, and basic veterinary services for pet guardians who are on limited incomes. We also offer support for Trap Neuter Return (TNR) efforts to help control feral cat colonies.

unitedpaws.org/donate/

Puppies!

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I have a darling litter of sweet pitbull blended puppies almost ready for their loving forever homes. There are two little males, both white. There is one light brown female – looks like her daddy.
This was an “oops” litter but no matter, these puppies deserve loving indoor homes. The parents have both been incredibly loving family members who’ve brought immense joy into our lives and I have no doubts their puppies will bring joy to their prospective families.

We are only considering homes that keep their dogs indoors.
We want to be sure their new family understands the energy level of pitbull blended dogs and are capable of providing proper training, activity, and adequate exercise for the remainder of their lives. In turn, these pups are sure to bring lots of joy, laughter and tons of love.

There will be an adoption fee — in hopes to spay their daddy to avoid this from repeating. Am considering having the fee sent directly to the vet on account for this specific need. Can discuss.

We are happy to send photos and answer questions or set up a meet and greet!

We are set on finding perfect homes, so we are not doing “first come first serve”.. and we are willing to take the puppies back however the adoption fee cannot be refunded.

Please TEXT ONLY to 503.812.4260 or email natasharae612@gmail.com.

Important Substack post by State Representative Cyrus Javadi

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Another thoughtful and important essay from our State Representative, Cyrus Javadi. Please give it a read.
Barbara McLaughlin
Nehalem

“Hey, Idiot” Is Not How We Win Hearts and Minds by Cyrus Javadi

open.substack.com/pub/cyrusjavadior/p/hey-idiot-is-not-how-we-win-hearts?r=f5n67&utm_campaign=post&utm_medium=email

Section headlines (IN CAPITALS) and my favorite quotes in this essay.

WAIT REMIND ME WHO PLATO IS AGAIN
“THE CAVE AND THE SHADOWS ON THE WALL
WE ARE ALL IN THE CAVE
“Every one of us lives inside some version of the cave. Our cave may be built out of family history, religion, education, class, geography, race, profession, political party, social media feeds, personal wounds, or the simple fact that we tend to confuse “what I have experienced” with “what is universally true.”

WHY PEOPLE SEE THE SAME FACTS DIFFERENTLY
“One of the great temptations in public life is to assume that the people who disagree with us are either stupid, dishonest, or evil.
Well, sometimes people are dishonest. Yes, sometimes people do act in bad faith. And sometimes people really are selling a bad idea with a nice label and hoping no one reads the fine print.
But most of the time, people are working from the world as they understand it.”

THE DUTY TO TELL THE TRUTH
“Especially for those of us who are entrusted with public responsibility.
You have a duty to tell the truth as best you can see it. But you also have a duty to remember that your own view is not perfect.
That is a difficult combination. Humility without cowardice. Conviction without arrogance. Curiosity without surrender.”

YOU CANNOT DRAG PEOPLE INTO THE LIGHT
“The point is not to win every argument. The point is to understand each other well enough to live together.”
“The goal is better understanding.
That’s it.
It is to help people see what we see, and to let them help us see what they see. It is to make it possible for people with different histories, different experiences, different wounds, different loyalties, and different views of reality to still live together in peace.
That is simple, but it is definitely not easy.”
Human beings contain multitudes, and some of those multitudes are embarrassing.
That is why the goal cannot be domination. It cannot be manipulation. It cannot be using our knowledge to move the shadows around for people who trust us.
The goal has to be to live honestly with one another.
To say, “Here is what I have seen.”
And also, “Tell me what I may be missing.”

WE DO NOT ESCAPE THE CAVE ONCE
“The final realization is this: the cave is not something we escape once and for all.
Rather, life is more like moving from one cave to another cave, each time discovering that some part of what we thought was real was only a shadow. Maturity is learning not to resent that process. Wisdom is learning to welcome it.
The hard part is that leaving one cave can feel like betrayal to the people still inside it. That is why truth has to be paired with kindness. Not softness. And not weakness.
Kindness.
There is a difference.
Kindness says, “I am going to be honest with you because you deserve honesty.”
Manipulation says, “I am going to tell you what keeps me popular.”
Contempt says, “I do not owe you an explanation.”
Leadership says, “Here is what I see. Here is why I see it. I may be wrong, but I will not pretend to believe something I do not believe just because the shadows are familiar.”

WALKING TOWARD THE LIGHT
“That, to me, is one of the central obligations of public service.
We have to keep walking toward the light. And when we come back inside, as all of us must from time to time, we should tell the truth about what we have seen.
And not to win, or dominate, or prove we are smarter than the people still adjusting their eyes.
But because honesty is one of the few ways we can help each other become free.
And freedom is something we all have a right to claim.”

Tillamook DA in

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OP/ED: Tillamook DA In “Action”
Posted on July 8, 2026 by the Editor of the Tillamook County Pioneer
By April Bailey

Serious question, does Tillamook County District Attorney Olson even care to come prepared for her cases or prosecute crimes? I got to see her live in action yesterday and am still aghast at her awful performance.

Yesterday, DA Olson argued for an out of county judge to accept a plea deal for Jeremy Davidson that downgraded his Rape I, Rape III, Assault, and furnishing alcohol to a minor charges to Sex Abuse II and the alcohol charge. She started her argument explaining that the state (prosecution) and Davidson disagreed on the basic facts of the case, but didn’t even have all the case numbers (charges) related to the plea deal in front of her. Then she stated that the victim made problematic statements and there was some confessions made by Davidson. Why even bring up what she considers “problematic statements” from a teen age victim if there was some confessions by the defendant?

She then sabotaged her own case (and the victim’s) by insinuating that it was a possibility that the 15 year old victim planted the defendant’s skin cells on her own body.

Keep in mind this 35+ year old male was charged and arrested for rape and battery of a minor in January 2025. His charges were stayed and recommended by a grand jury. He spent approximately one week in jail and was then released to the care of his elderly mother for 1 1/2 years while awaiting trial. The trial was cancelled or delayed multiple times and our DA lets him off with 5 years probation, 90 days in jail, and $4,600 in restitution?!

And since when is it appropriate to suggest a 15 year old bears any ability to consent to rape and battery by a man twice her age?!

DA Olson had the ball to the end zone, refused to cross into it, handed the ball to the opposing team, and tackled her own teammates to allow the opposing team to make the score. Only this case was no game to the teen age victim, her family, or the safety of our community.

Join us in calling for the resignation of our District Attorney Aubrey Olson

Submitted By: capekiwanda@protonmail.com – Click to email about this post
How about focusing on what’s happening right here in our own community to make a positive difference?

I asked Laura Swanson of the Tillamook County Pioneer: Why aren’t the activists in North County speaking out and protesting what’s happening in the District Attorney’s Office and demanding her resignation? Where is the public outrage over what many see as the gross incompetence of DA Aubrey Olson and some of her deputy district attorneys which has been revealed in Will Chappell’s HH articles, the Tillamook County Pioneer and those of us who have taken the time to read the 208 page investigative report on the DA’s office? The DA’s targeting of the whistleblower in the sheriffs office, and Sheriff Brown is an abuse of power to destroy their careers-retaliation. .

So far, I’ve seen very little.
This is an issue that should bring people together because it affects everyone. On Monday, Laura of the Tillamook Pioneer put out a call to action asking people to stand with survivors, community advocates, and law enforcement officers who, according to those involved, have been treated with disrespect and targeted. Only one person showed up in support to the sentencing hearing which we appreciate. A packed courtroom would have sent a powerful message to our DA.

If you don’t know what’s going on, I encourage you to take the time to learn about it. An informed community is essential.

If residents believe changes are needed, it will take a village to make those voices heard. Otherwise, the only formal option may be to wait until six months into the DA’s new term in 2027 before pursuing a recall, as allowed under Oregon law. We are working on other avenues right now. I hope you take the time to read my experience yesterday during a hearing sentencing with our DA and why she needs to go.

Regardless of where you stand, this conversation deserves public attention. Our community should be informed, engaged, and willing to hold public officials accountable through respectful civic participation.

Good Afternoon Tillamook County Commissioners:

Yesterday, April Bailey and I attended the sentencing hearing in the case against Jeremy Richard Davidson. We left furious by what we witnessed from start to finish which was gross incompetence by DA Olson which we red bout in the 208 page investigative report into the DA’S office.

The hearing began with confusion when the remote judge asked for the case number and DA Olson did not have it readily available, instead asking the defense counsel for the information. From my perspective, that set the tone for a proceeding that appeared rushed and inadequately prepared. The judge began by starting the proceedings 20 minutes late by telling us he forgot he had to pick up his daughter from school and apologizing for also not being dressed in normal courtroom attire. He was retired and presiding remotely.

A supportive community member also attended after seeing my call to action in the Tillamook County Pioneer. She brought signs expressing support for survivors. A deputy respectfully explained that courtroom rules prohibited bringing the signs inside and that he was required to enforce those rules. He handled the situation professionally and respectfully.

Yesterday’s sentencing hearing left all three of us with more questions than answers about how victims of sexual assault are treated throughout the criminal justice process in our county and about the ORS laws on sex abuse and other offenses, especially after April Bailey and I read the investigative report cover to cover.

I did not initially recognize Jeremy Davidson the defendant who I know. His mother attended the hearing and sat next to me. Throughout much of the proceeding, she appeared to be smiling. That was difficult for April Bailey and I to witness given the circumstances.

From my perspective, the hearing felt rushed, and I was disappointed that there was little direct discussion by the court addressing the defendant beyond the standard procedures necessary to accept the negotiated plea agreement. I also didn’t feel the seriousness of this hearing with all the joking going on. It was disturbing.

The judge carried the process as it appeared both the DA and defense attorney were not prepared throughout this hearing.

The most difficult part of the hearing was hearing the DA explain to the judge why the original First-Degree Rape charge was dismissed. The DA stated that the victim’s testimony could not be relied upon and suggested that the physical evidence could have been planted by the victim-skin cells. Outrageous!!!!!. Hearing those statements was deeply upsetting. In my opinion, it reflected the continuing challenges many sexual assault victims face when their credibility is questioned. The 208 page investigative report cited one example after another.

The First-Degree Rape charge and the Coercion charge were ultimately dismissed as was the Assault lV charge where the victim, a 15 year old, needed medical treatment. Instead it was Second Degree Rape, and supplying a minor with alcohol.

A Tillamook County Grand Jury had originally indicted Jeremy Davidson on charges including First-Degree Rape, Third-Degree Rape, Coercion, Fourth-Degree Assault, and Furnishing Alcohol to a Minor. Under the negotiated plea agreement, Davidson received probation, sex offender registration requirements, alcohol monitoring and treatment, restrictions prohibiting contact with minor females, and a 90-day jail sentence with credit for time already served.

The DA went on to excuse his behavior because of his issues with alcohol. It was a first time offense that took 18 months to come to an end. No trial, but a plea deal instead.

During the hearing, it was also emphasized that Davidson had completed inpatient treatment for his addiction to alcohol. His probation conditions include abstaining from alcohol, registering as a sex offender, alcohol monitoring, and having no contact with minor females.

The victim’s mother of the then 15 year old listened remotely to the hearing. She submitted a written victim impact statement to the court. When asked whether she wished to add anything further, she respectfully declined. The court ordered approximately $4,800 in restitution, along with a required payment to the state’s Crime Victims’ Compensation Fund. In my opinion, no amount of restitution can adequately cover the long-term counseling and recovery most survivors require.

One fact that should never be overlooked is that a 15-year-old cannot legally consent to sexual activity under Oregon law. The involvement of alcohol only increases the seriousness of the allegations.

I have also spoken with someone whose husband has spent three decades in law enforcement and currently serves on a child exploitation task force. According to their understanding, Oregon’s current laws make successful prosecution in some cases extremely difficult, and they believe legislative changes are needed to better protect victims and the community.

In this case, DA Olson continued to sabotage the state’s case against the defendant by claiming the victim’s testimony was not trustworthy, and she likely planted the physical evidence-skin cells on her person. Remember she was 15 at the time and most likely intoxicated.

Following this hearing, I hope we can speak with the victim’s mother about her family’s experience navigating the criminal justice system, if she is willing. I would like to better understand what support they received throughout this process, how prosecutorial decisions were communicated, and whether she is aware that she may file an ethics complaint if she believes professional misconduct occurred.

I was also disappointed by the limited community attendance. Courtrooms matter. Community presence matters.

When citizens attend hearings involving crimes of sexual violence, they send a message that survivors are not alone and that accountability matters. I had hoped to see more advocates and community members present. Public oversight is an important part of maintaining confidence in our justice system.

Change begins when people are willing to witness what happens inside our courtrooms and speak up when they believe the system can do better.

Much of the proceeding involved the standard procedures associated with accepting and imposing a negotiated plea agreement.

While I respect that plea agreements are a recognized part of our criminal justice system, we left believing this outcome did not provide the level of accountability I had hoped to see. In my opinion, the process left the victim and the public with many unanswered questions. Survivors deserve to know their voices matter, and our community should continue examining whether our justice system is serving them as effectively as it can.

Our hearts go out to all the victims, community advocates and those in law enforcement who have been treated unfairly and with such disrespect, including the whistleblower whose identity is being protected. Yesterday, made us all sick to our stomach. April Bailey brought her teenage children who were also appalled. We are also going to do whatever we can to get her to resign, and I pray we can come together as a united front to make this more likely.

Robin Kostrikin
Pacific City

AN ODE TO NORTH COAST PINBALL

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AN ODE TO NORTH COAST PINBALL
A book review of sorts

Why do pinball machines tell stories?
They could be just ramps and targets, like skee-ball,
but they’re not. 

You feed in your tokens, plunk, plunk
to challenge the Black Knight, 
or become a magician,
or a superhero,
or Godzilla.
You pull back on the spring
and launch your chrome ball 
into a world of light and sound and speed,
and story. 

Voices drop hints about where you are,
and what matters in this world;
where to aim,
what to watch out for, 
and how to prevail against a nemesis who, 
despite a thousand disguises, 
is always the relentless force of gravity.

Look for the patterns, Will says.
Control the ball.
Control the game.
Control yourself.

After you’ve settled in and played a while,
you might step back from the flippers and look around. 
There’s a story here, too.
There are colorful machines lined up in neat rows,
and lights, and sounds, and the crowd, sure.
But stick around and you’re bound to 
notice the small details. The subtle signals, 
the encouraging signs that together 
form a larger pattern,
This is Will’s story, a story that reaches through pinball
to say come as you are;
you are accepted,
you belong,
you are welcome here.

Amid the flashing lights and shimmering colors 
of a thousand disguises, 
the root story in this joyful space
is always love.

Can you feel it?

North Coast Pinball is energy and light and an amazing and sometimes jarring number of sounds. The atmosphere will build and swirl and envelop you in a field of sheer exhilaration. Or maybe jangle your nerves and send you down into a claustrophobic eddy. “This place isn’t for everyone,” you might say at first blush. Will knows, because Will watches faces, notices a small smile, or gathering alarm, or a tentative attempt at connection. Will watches people, and especially children, get swept up in a current of wonder or, occasionally, around the bend into overstimulation. That’s why there are different sorts of spaces in here. Bean-bag chairs by the windows, and a low table with gadgets and books whose titles may surprise you. Observe from a distance, take it all in, and the discordant sounds might begin to sound a bit like jazz.
Edge closer and read the small encouraging messages that are literally everywhere. You’ll find that they don’t sound like commerce. They aren’t pitched to get your dollar. They sound like welcome, and genuine encouragement.

In here it Will’s voice, his choices, his printed messages that tell the story of what kind of small universe you’ve just entered. If you’re curious, if you stick around, you just might find that the story of this little world along the Nehalem actually is for everyone, as much as the story of a pinball arcade in a small river town can possibly be.

And one of those books on the low table by the beanbag chairs, the one with the colorful cover? It’s titled, Can you Feel It? Will wrote it. It’s about this place. It’s about his hopes and dreams and worries and observations as he gathered his courage and worked on the story of North Coast Pinball. I just finished it, and then sat right down and wrote this. It is a beautiful book by a kind, and creative and intelligent man. Little vignettes about the people who venture in. The hard spots. The uncertainties. Mostly, the human connections. And it rings true. I know, because I’ve played like a thousand games in here. You’ll find the initials of my adult sons among the highest scores, testament to bursts of adrenaline, stuff you don’t realize you’re saying out loud, slaps on the back, and laughter. For a while my initials were up there on Twilight Zone. They’re gone now, but I don’t care. There’s always tomorrow and a fresh sleeve of tokens. What lasts much longer, likely the rest of my life, will be the images and sounds and memories and joy.

Carl Whiting,
July, 2026

Peaceful Protest in Nehalem on Saturday, July 11

Submitted By: pattyrinehart@nehalemtel.net – Click to email about this post
Dear Friends,

Well, we have had another 4th of July come and go. For many it was a different and difficult 4th of July. The North County Resistance spent their time in Nehalem on the 4th of July, peacefully protesting our government. Day after day we have had to listen to the lies and the bravado of our President Trump. No matter where he is, at home or flying around the world he has done a lot of damage. The North County Resistance is asking you not to put up with this, but to protest in every way every chance you get!

If you want to type “Money spent on Iran War” into your browser, you can get a variety of responses. The first one to come up on mine said, “Since February 28, 2026, 129 days, $36.35 billion has been spent”. Below this is an article from Fortune saying the actual cost is closer to $200 billion. I am sorry we are out there destroying other countries, killing people, and having the rest of the world laughing at us.

Now type “Money cut from Social Services since Iran War” and you may or may not feel some shame or guilt-I do. We have taken away money and food from our most vulnerable neighbors. People do not always make the best choices when they are homeless, have no money and no food. And we are not helping people the way we used to or want to.
We need to let our Congress and Representatives know this is not what taxpayers are all about.

We need to have Republicans and Democrats to start working together to bring both the Executive and Judicial branches under control. Look these people up and give them a phone call or email them-no you will not get to talk to them but give them an earful of what you are thinking about. Rattle some cages. And do not just do one call and give up, call them as often as you can. WE MUST NOT GIVE UP!

Okay, and we need food for our local food banks. We will take food in Nehalem between noon and 2 PM this coming Saturday, July 11, during the North County Resistance Protest. We also take checks and cash at the protest and get them to where you want them to go. You can also mail checks to the three different organizations we have locally. North County Food Bank, PO Box 162, Wheeler, Oregon, 97147. Nehalem Bay Community Services, PO Box 232, Nehalem, Oregon, 97131. Meals for Seniors, PO Box 852, Rockaway Beach, Oregon 97136. Thank you very much for helping our neighbors.

Join Us, Best,
Patty Rinehart

Review for Ginger Matyas – Pet Portrait Artist

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Review for Ginger Matyas – Pet Portrait Artist

Right now, I am looking at a portrait of our 17-year-old schipperke dog Ursa created by artist Ginger Matyas. Ursa is looking back at me with that loving gaze and smile that she always wore. “What are we going to do next?” or maybe “Where is my treat?”

A few years ago, Ginger had a local art show of her portraits of pets. That is when I realized her artistic talents. I recognized many of the pets; we know each other around here by the names of our dogs. I was able to recognize friends’ pets because Ginger really captures them, their individual expressions, and their spirit. It takes a certain talent to do this. Not all black labs or tabby cats look alike, as we pet owners know!

Ginger says she starts with their eyes first, because that is the most important.

We lost Ursa in June, and we feel very blessed to have her portrait up on our wall. I highly recommend Ginger Matyas’ art skills in making a pet portrait for others.

Lori Dillon
Artist, Manzanita, Oregon

Puppies!

Submitted By: Natasharae612@gmail.com – Click to email about this post
I have a darling litter of sweet pitbull blended puppies almost ready for their loving forever homes. There are two little males, both white. There is one light brown female – looks like her daddy.

This was an “oops” litter but no matter, these puppies deserve loving indoor homes. The parents have both been incredibly loving family members who’ve brought immense joy into our lives and I have no doubts their puppies will bring joy to their prospective families.

We are only considering homes that keep their dogs indoors.
We want to be sure their new family understands the energy level of pitbull blended dogs and are capable of providing proper training, activity, and adequate exercise for the remainder of their lives. In turn, these pups are sure to bring lots of joy, laughter and tons of love.

There will be an adoption fee — in hopes to spay their daddy to avoid this from repeating. Am considering having the fee sent directly to the vet on account for this specific need. Can discuss.

We are happy to send photos and answer questions or set up a meet and greet!

We are set on finding perfect homes, so we are not doing “first come first serve”.. and we are willing to take the puppies back however the adoption fee cannot be refunded.

Please TEXT ONLY to 503.812.4260 or email natasharae612@gmail.com.

Odd Jobs By Gus

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Hi! My name is Gus. I am 17 years old and going into my Senior year at Neah-Kah-Nie High School. I’m trying to support the coastal communities through odd jobs. I can’t do everything, but I can be of help to you somehow. Just ask! I charge $25/hour with a minimum service fee of $25. I can book up to two weeks out and I will try my best to fit you in ASAP. Proceeds will be going towards my college fund as well as lunch. Thank you!

Yard Work – Lawn Care – Pressure Wash – Wood Processing – Moving – Assembly – Other

(503) 440-4484 TEXT IS PREFERRED, call is fine

peaceful thanks

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That was a great local Independence Day celebration experience yesterday with lots of people enjoying our area. It seemed the fireworks were better controlled and less emergency services were required. A big thanks to everyone who helped make it so, and I hope all the doggies here were less stressed this time around.
– Dave

United Paws’ Cat of the Week: Meet Spice

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Meet Spice, United Paws’ Cat of the Week. If you need a little SPICE in your life, this orange & dark brown calico with her big, bright yellow eyes is the kitty for you. With a little cinnamon for warmth, orange zest for personality, a little cayenne for a kick, Spice will bring love and entertainment to her forever family.

Spice loves to play with anything that dangles or moves. When she is not playing, she can be found perched up high – especially by a window where she can watch the world go by. Now that she is in safe, loving hands, Spice’s personality is shining bright. Spice has made other feline friends in her foster home, so she should be fine in a family with pets, though proper introductions are the key to success.

To learn more, please visit unitedpaws.org or email unitedpawshelp@gmail.com to schedule a Meet & Greet.

Broken Harvest

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Wishing all whatever goodness can be seen
in the founding of our land, a land we call home.

Broken Harvest

“The old cedar are gone, as the buffalo
are gone. The ones who were here,
those who walked in sacred shadows,
breathing in the majesty of immense
branches, they are all gone now.”
In the twilight of morning dreams,
a voice came, “Listen to the wind
as it passes over this broken land,
understand the grief across these
burned and shattered slopes. They
are all gone now and we are here.
Rising time has come. As fertile,
ripened seeds, our voices will carry.
Together, in this turning of our lives,
mountains and rivers and the clouds
passing can hold bright, new
generations, as beauty returns
in a lost and forsaken land.”

Protest in Nehalem-July 4th

Submitted By: pattyrinehart@nehalemtel.net – Click to email about this post
Dear Friends,

On the 4th of July the North County Resistance will be in Nehalem from noon to 2 PM to protest the way our country is being run. Please join us in this protest. As this protest will be happening about the same time as the Manzanita Parade, if you are coming from Manzanita, you may need to figure out your route.

Please have a good and safe 4th of July!

Best,
Patty

Borrow an Oregon State Parks parking pass from Tillamook Library Main Branch

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from the Tillamook County Pioneer
Thanks for this info!
Barbara

OREGON STATE PARKS: CHECK OUT OREGON STATE PARKS PASS WITH YOUR LIBRARY CARD AT TILLAMOOK MAIN LIBRARY

www.tillamookcountypioneer.net/oregon-state-parks-check-out-oregon-state-parks-pass-with-your-library-card-at-tillamook-main-library/

What Walnut is bringing to this Friday’s farmers market, July 3 (full text)

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(Re-post because previous text got cut off. )

Hi folks,
Walnut Studiolo is hosting a booth at the Manzanita Farmer’s Market about once a month this summer: July 3, August 7, September 4.

At our tables we’ll have a mix of:
one-of-a-kind locals-only products that Geoff makes for fun, like garden hods or wood spoons and spatulas
representation of the 50+ leather goods available on our website (games, interior design, bicycle accessories, and more)
sometimes little food or herbal projects Valerie does for fun

NEW FOR JULY 3RD: We’ve developed a food-safe “wood butter” called Flax Wax (cold-pressed flaxseed oil and beeswax). All of our wooden spoons and spatulas going forward will come finished with it. We’ll have tins of them as well as little wood care kits with “just the right amount of abrasive” hand pad and buff rag. We also have a fresh batch of wood spoons and spatulas, and a very special batch of cherrywood bench scrapers!

If time and crowds allow: we may be able to do a few free wood care demos. If you’ve bought a wood spoon or spatula from us before and it’s feeling dry, bring it to the table for a quick treatment.

We’ll be at the market to meet and greet the community. If you’ve ever wondered about that brown sign on Highway 53 near the Grange, stop by our table and say ‘hi’!

Our travel games and driftwood cribbage boards are also available for sale at REVIVAL in Nehalem and we offer free local pick-up for orders on our website.

Happy summer,
Valerie & Geoff Franklin
Walnut Studiolo
Original Modern Designs / Handcrafted Leather Goods
36005 Highway 53, Nehalem, OR 97131
Phone +1 503-447-6889
Email walnutstudiolo@gmail.com
URL walnutstudiolo.com